And it returns.......

So- It's been a while, I've been too busy to think straight and so stressed I can barely keep my eyes open.

It seems the all that I've worked for, everything I break my self down for is slowly dwindling away as time goes on. I try to fix what's now broken again but can't seem to find a solution. It breaks my heart that I'm effecting others lives as well as my own.

I think it because of the time that I have on my hands now...which is too much! I can't stand being alone for too long, a couple days is OK! But several is too much to bear. It must just be the fact that my pathetic brain has too much to process and not enough little things to keep it occupied.

Arg can't think I need to eat! Cya!